Today I began with the Neuro-Psychologist for Neuro-Psych testing. Today we completed 2 hours of history and I am SO thankful Jeff was there to help me answer some of the questions. At one point I became so overwhelmed that I became emotional. I guess that can go with it.
The actual testing is February 9th and 16th for a total of 6 - 8 hours. I am having this testing done because I am having increasing cognitive issues. The doctor even noted some issues today in taking my history. I must admit that I am fearful and anxious, but I guess that is normal.
Today a friend reminded me of the voice of TRUTH. That truth comes in many forms and can even hurt, but it just depends on the circumstance. Truth is Truth and we can either ignore it or accept it no matter how painful it might be. The doctor also touched on this subject saying that it is better to know what is going on and be able to treat it or learning techniques to help it, than to ignore the problem and possibly let it get worse.
So instead of worrying I am going to do my best to put GOD first. Recently I received an email about an individual with Developmental Disabilities that believed God was living under her bed. How awesome to have Hope, Love, and Protection under the bed instead of the monsters that most of us grew up believing. Now, when I go to bed not only do I believe that God is with me, but in my prayers I ask Him to surround me in my bed and to protect me from nightmares and fears. He is helping me to let go of my worries and fears and helping me to focus on the TRUTH. What a blessing!
So as I prepare for the remainder of these tests I won't make room for the monsters, but for GOD, He can have total control.
As for the LYME's Treatment.... I have a sinus infection so I was started back on Doxycycline, which is also a medication I have taken for the Lyme's. So hopefully this will kill off the infection and work to increase my CD57 numbers.
Thanks for all of your prayers. I love you all.
Love - Sydni
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