Thursday, March 3, 2011

Everything is really getting hard

Hello Friends & Family ~

Life has not been an easy one and it is only becoming more difficult moment and moment.  Vomiting has increase, my vision is so blurry, I have double vision, I itch all over, stay dizzy, confused and even lost

My depression and anxiety aren't horrible, but they do bug the snot out of me.

I am loosing weight like crazy (which isn't a bad thing, but something I need to carefully pay attention too) and I'm starting to experience what my doctor referred to as a cancer patient experiencing chemo related hair loss.  I wake up just fine some days, but other days I wake up with sections of hair on my pillow.  It is a weird feeling.  It keeps me wanting to refrain from brushing my hair. 

I know all of my reactions can be silly, but I don't know how to express myself in any other way.  I thank you supporting me.

Love ~ Sydni

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